FOX, elena grace

[elena]

ELENA GRACE FOX
sixteen, sophomore, heterosexual, upbeat, outgoing, lucy hale

Dear Diary,

I’ve gotten myself into a really tangled web, and I’m not sure how to escape. I used to be a sheltered girl who never stepped out of the shadows and took any risks. Now that I’ve opened my eyes to a different kind of life, I really don’t want to go back. I’m still as cheerful and energetic as I used to be, but I’ve developed a bit of a wild side that likes to show through every so often these days. I used to be a naïve girl who used to be easily manipulated and controlled, but I’ve gotten stronger and now I have a tendency to manipulate and control people myself. It’s hypocritical of me because I used to hate it, but I don’t really care anymore. Most of the time that side of me doesn’t show through, but when it does and it mixes with my competitive nature, it’s really not pretty. However, this really only shows through when something I want is out of my reach. That’s kind of what’s going on right now, and is part of that tangled web I mentioned earlier.

I’ll take this opportunity to admit that I’m a huge flirt and like to party and have fun, two other things that weren’t always part of me. To understand what I mean, I guess I should mention that I’m an only child and because of that, my rich parents were always too paranoid of losing me to let me have much freedom. Florida is a beautiful place to live, but when you lived the kind of life I did for so many years, you don’t get to experience it very much. That also made my social skills develop a little later than most, since I could never hang out with anyone that my parents didn’t approve of. I was way too dependent on them to argue or disobey them, which wasn’t exactly beneficial either. Luckily, the last few years have matured me a lot and I’ve become a lot more independent. The spotlight is one thing I really love too, since I was always too afraid to step into it before, but that’s not the case anymore. Although, I prefer to earn it in a way that doesn’t involve making a fool of myself or drinking just to get drunk. Don’t get me wrong, though, I do drink. I’ve become a lot more outgoing and social too, and it’s made life a lot more exciting for me. I guess you could say I’m kind of rebelling against my parents’, but what teenager doesn’t at one point or another?

Streaming from that new found rebellion is the fact that I’ve been hooking up with a guy named Jason. He’s pretty great, but the problem is that he has a girlfriend. In my opinion, he really shouldn’t be with her since she doesn’t satisfy all of his needs, but for some reason he won’t leave her. The old me would care that I was helping a guy cheat on his girlfriend, but the new me honestly could care less, and I’m planning on doing whatever I can to make that break up happen. That brings us back to this tangled web, which is that I think I might be pregnant with Jason’s baby. I haven’t told him yet and I don’t plan on doing so until I know for sure. I haven’t taken the test yet and I know that I’ll have to eventually, but this is way beyond the rebellion I’ve been guiding my life on and I’m just not ready to do it yet. Hopefully when I do, the result won’t be one that will change my life forever, and if it is, I can only hope that Jason will be man enough to step up and help me out. Who knows, maybe this will be a way to get him to leave that goody-two shoes. It might not work, but I’m sure as hell going to try. I'll do whatever it takes, even if it means hurting someone else.

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