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Post by melanie2 on Dec 27, 2011 3:34:06 GMT -5
when she said to go ahead and talk, he hesitated a little bit. she was shooting daggers at him and he was not enjoying it. it was hoping for her to be a little softer.. but when was she ever soft? she was just the opposite of that. He had known deep down that it would be like this. He just wanted to get this over with, and the rejection he was about to face.
"I want you to be with me. I don't want us to be friends with benefits, I want us to be a real thing. We acted like it, I want it official." There he had said it. He had said what he had been thinking since close to the beginning of their hook ups. He had wanted to say it, but didn't want to risk losing her. Now he had put it all on the table and it was all up to her. He took a big biteout of his sandwich, chewing it fast. Maybe he was hungrier than he thought. he took a drink of his soda as he waited patiently for her to reply.
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Post by ali on Dec 27, 2011 20:00:46 GMT -5
hi hi  hi love you like a love song baby and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you --------------------------------- She was sure he was hoping she wouldn't be as... unfriendly about things as she was. She wasn't quite doing it on purpose, but she simply just didn't like talking about feelings. Normally, this was because once she began talking about feelings, thats when they became real, and that was when she would end up hurt. She had learned this from experience, and though this might not always happen to her, she felt more protected if she just avoided it completely. When she got hurt, she didn't just bounce back like most people could. Her walls became higher, and thicker, and she completely shut off to the world for days, or even weeks. Most of the time this would include heavy amount of sex, and some alcohol. She didn't want this to happen again, and she knew that Trevor knew all this. Fel sighed lightly as she listened to his words. She had known that it was going to be something along those lines. She sighed again running a hand through her hair before picking up her diet coke once more and taking a small sip. "Guess this is where that all or nothing thing comes into play." she mumbled under her breath looking down at the table. "Well, I mean. We did act like it... but we weren't. It was easy for me then, but you want it official. You want more than what I normally give. Can you just tell me why?" she asked before picking up her Italian and taking a bite of it, watching him. She wanted to know why, and not something lame like "because I do." She wanted to know why he liked her so much. Nothing less. OUTFIT hi hi |
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 27, 2011 20:13:37 GMT -5
Trevor sighed, making his lips tight. she wanted to know why. he was hoping he didn't have to do this. he was okay with telling her he wanted to be with her.. but telling her why was a whole different story. He thought for a moment, resting his head on his fist. Finally, he thought of something that deserved to be said.
"I want to be with you because for the first time, I have when I have to leave. I've found someone I can't get enough of. I've found someone who accepts me and doesn't want me to change. I've found someone who can deal with me and all my issues. I've found someone who I can fall for." He paused, looking her in the eyes. he wasn't sure what to say. he didn't know if that was enough for her.
He sighed lightly, continuing. "When I wake up next to you, I look over at you and I feel lucky that I have you with me. I think about you during those mushy love songs that come on the radio. You make me laugh when I don't even want to smile, Fel! You make me so happy. I can't describe the feeling I get around you."
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Post by ali on Jan 5, 2012 0:16:44 GMT -5
hi hi hi love you like a love song baby and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you --------------------------------- A slight frown taunted Felonee's lips as she placed her hands in her lap. He had not been able to state why he had liked her before, and she figured she would get about the same out come this time, but then again, it could be different. She never really knew what to expect when it came to Trevor. One second he could be the nicest man she had ever met, and the next second she wanted to round house kick him in the shin. With him, it was really a day to day thing, and that kept her on the edge of her seat. She didn't mind it, if things got boring, everyone knew that she would run, or she would find a way to make the boring-ness go away. Trevor had a good way of never letting her get bored, it that was just another thing she enjoyed about him, among his many other talents she enjoyed. Felonee watched him with her piercing blue eyes as she sighed and placed his head on his fist. She could tell he was trying to pull something decent together to be said, and that made her slightly anxious. She had been hoping that he would come up with nothing once more, and that would make it much easier for her to simply get up, and walk away from him. It was safe to say she was scared of where this all could lead, yet something about it all intrigued her like she had never once been before. Love held no interest for Felonee, and they weren't talking about love, but a relationship may be something she was considering. Maybe, it would be good for her to settle down for a little bit, and spend her time with just one man. She had never really been into the one man thing before, but they had already been like that once, and it wasn't that hard. She figured she could manage. That was if he could come up with something good to say. Felonee picked up her drink and took a long swallow. She had written him off in this second, with still nothing said. She wasn't about to waste her time if he still had no clue why he liked her. Then he spoke. Felonee watched his facial expressions, looking for signs of insincerity, but she failed. All she was was honesty written on his face, and that scared her. His words were serious, and deep in emotion. He spoke of how he couldn't get enough of her, and how he hated when he had to leave. Butterflies flittered around in her stomach as she watched him, and his words trailed on. She had thought he was done, and had began to calm herself when he went on. As he quieted she watched him for a moment, no smile breaking her lips, just a solemn serious stare. "Well, that was more than I had first suspected. But you do realize, there is a whole hell of a lot of room for one, or bother of us to get hurt? I don't know how well I will take being ignored and hated by you again." she spoke softly, still watching him. This could be tragic. OUTFIT hi hi |
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Post by melanie2 on Jan 5, 2012 0:36:04 GMT -5
Trevor rubbed his chin as he waited for her to talk. he couldn't help but be nervous for her reply. He knew that neither of them were really relationship people, he didn't even think they would work out at this point. He would love it, but they were both.. not relationship people. She got bored and she overreacted about everything, hence the reason for thir last fight. Hell, he overreacted about everything. Except his was worse. He got angry and hit things. at least she never did that.
Trevor nodded at her words. "I know Fel. Don't you think I know that better than anyone? Why do you think I ignored you? I was upset. you hurt me Fel and I could have hurt you. Not just emotionally, but physically. I could snap your neck just as easily as I could snap a twig." He paused, not sure what to say. He took a bite from his sandwich, trying not to have to say anything. After finishing his bite, he took a sip of his drink. "i care about you, Fel."
"Like I said, I want all of you or nothing of you." He ran a hand through his hair, licking his lips. "I don't know what else to say." He took another bite of his sandwich. Now that he was eating, he was realizing how hungry he was. The waiter came over to take away his glass and refill it. it wasn't long before the waiter had came back. He downed half of his drink and looked at her again.
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Post by ali on Jan 5, 2012 1:21:36 GMT -5
hi hi hi love you like a love song baby and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you --------------------------------- Felonee hadn't mean for her words to come out as anything but concerned, though they may have sounded slightly rude sounding. Felonee was just nervous, which was the simplest way to explain the way she was feeling. She knew that the words he had spoken to her were nothing less than the truth, and that also was getting her stomach into knots. She had expected him to like so much about her, though it pleased her, it still had her in a slight panic mode where she could have bolted at any second. Though she stayed in her seat, that was an improvement which was recognizable. Trevor knew he well enough to know when things got serious she would do what it took to get herself out of that situation, yet there she sat, sipping on her diet coke and taking small bites off her sandwich. Felonee listened to his words. She already knew she had hurt him, but he reminded her of it. His words were snappy, and lacked the patience she had expected from him. He reminded her of the damage he could cause if she accidently pissed him off too much, and the risk she was taking of being with him. After reminding her of how much pain he could inflict on her, he then decided to throw in that he cared for her. Course, he didn't acknowledge how hurt she had been when he had asked one of her worst enemies to go on a date with him, or the fact that he may have been in the wrong slightly when their last big fight had come about. She felt slightly insulted as he seemed to make it as she had been to blame for everything. though Fel spoke nothing as she took another bite from her sandwich. He threw out the all or nothing clause once more, and instantly she stiffened. Now more defensive to his words. "I fucking get it okay? All or nothing. I got it. You say I hurt you so bad? What about me? You going on a date with that slut? Or ignoring me for, I don't even know how long? You need to realize you weren't the only one in a shitty situation." Felonee's words spat out like venom, though it was in more a hissed tone as to not bring attention to their slight dispute. She didn't like him speaking to her as if she couldn't comprehend him to first time, and after a deep sigh Felonee calmed herself slightly though she still watched him waiting for a response. OUTFIT hi hi |
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Post by melanie2 on Jan 5, 2012 1:35:40 GMT -5
Trevor pursed his lips when she spat at him. "You don't think I get it? You don't think I know I hurt you? We weren't together though Fel. You ditched me. You left me in the dust." He ran a hand through his hair, looking at her. "You don't get it, do you?" He paused, for a few seconds, "You don't get to be the fucking princess with me. You get your blame and I get mine." He rubbed his face in his hands, not sure what to say.
"I suck, Fel. You suck just as hard. I'm not going to sit here and sugar coat what you did to me and I'm not going to sugar coat what I did." He picked up his sandwich, taking a bite. He shook his head, waiting for her to talk. This whole conversation was killing him. He hated being so confused, he hated everything about this. this is why he hated relationships. Girl's changed in relationships.
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Post by ali on Jan 5, 2012 1:46:46 GMT -5
hi hi hi love you like a love song baby and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you --------------------------------- Felonee lifted her soda to her lips that the waiter had refilled for her. Lifting it to her lips she took a long sip, then wiped her lips with the napkin before her. Her hands found their place back in her laps as she listened to him. She had known her words would get him going a little bit, and though it was not her intention to make him freak, she did want him to understand she was not the only one doing the hurting. Not only had she been hurt emotionally, but she had been hurt physically as well. She wasn't going to bring that up, though, that was a little low. She had already told him she had forgiven him for that, and bringing it up would only cause more anger than already was flowing between them. She felt a few eyes on them. Their tension could easily be felt if on lookers paid attention, and though she was agitated with their eaves dropping, she ignored it for now. When he said she couldn't be the princess she almost got up right then. She would be the princess, or it wouldn't work. She didn't need him to always blame everything on himself but if she didn't come first before some things, then it would never work. She required attention, and he needed to remember he was trying to fill the shoes of what she needed two men for. Course, she wasn't going to discus this all right then. "Trevor, I can try to be what you want, but I cannot be everything. If you want a relationship we can try... I can try, but this arguing bull shit needs to cool down." she said as she finished her second glass of soda and took one of the last few bites of her sandwich as she watched him. "I can't be perfect for you." she simply stated as she took another bite and set it back down, watching him. if perfect was what he wanted, he surely needed to go else where. OUTFIT hi hi |
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Post by melanie2 on Jan 5, 2012 2:00:28 GMT -5
Trevor sighed. Once again she was overreacting. It was always like this for guys. They say one thing and they were wrong, say another and you were wrong. he ran his hand through his hair, for what seemed like the millionth time in the past hour. he had no idea what to even think, much less say to this woman sitting in front of him. "I don't want you to be perfect, Fel." He paused studying her face, "I want you to stop this fucking act and be you. Stop trying to act like you're so angry."
He finished off the last of his sandwich before continuing, "You miss me just as much as I miss you. so cut the shit and just be with me!" If that didn't work, he didn't know what would. He didn't know what he could say that would make her stop doing.. whatever she was doing. she was acting like an immature little girl and that wasn't why trevor had fallen for her. He had fallen for her because she was an actual woman. she was confident, she was sexy, and most of all she didn't pull this kind of shit.
"I don't want to fight with you, but you're going to have to realize if we're going to be in a relationship, it isn't about you. It's about us." She was a selfish little thing, she was wonderful though.
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Post by ali on Jan 5, 2012 2:49:51 GMT -5
hi hi hi love you like a love song baby and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you --------------------------------- Felonee was a selfish girl, but when you looked like she did, had the money she did, and was as intelligent as she was; you were allowed to be. She wanted things her way, and her way only. Course, Trevor was not allowing that in this situation. She needed more than what he was going to give her, and maybe that was a good thing, or maybe that would lead to the demise of this all, only time would tell. She wasn't going to try and predict the future, or guess what may come from this, she was going to sit back and just try and enjoy what was coming to her. She knew if things turned bad she would run, but for right then, she was going to sit it out. See what this had to offer her, and maybe make a change in herself for the better. She wasn't going to say she and Trev were a perfect couple, because they obviously weren't, but they did fit each other well. Felonee sighed as he spoke of not wanting her to be perfect. He did want her to stop acting, and to be her. He spoke of her anger. He didn't realize that she was an angry person. She just handled her anger differently than he did. She used sex to work out her anger, or working out, where as he just hit things. Felonee smirked as he spoke once more. Cut the shit, well, what shit exactly was she suppose to be cutting because it seemed as though there was a lot of shit that was happening around her in those last few minutes. He also said not everything was about her, if they dated it was about them. He really wanted her to be with him. She felt this was more of him not wanting anyone else to have her rather than him truly wanting to be with her, but she said nothing of the sort. "Well, Trevor. I cannot be with you." she said as she took a sip from her soda. "Until formally asked to be in such a relationship." he couldn't have believed she would let the relationship entry go so easy, did he? She expected him to ask her, and she would accept nothing less than. OUTFIT hi hi |
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Post by melanie2 on Jan 5, 2012 2:59:11 GMT -5
Trevor frowned lightly when he said she couldn't be with him. Wha the hell was this girl going on about? Hearing her next statement, he smiled a little bit. so, he had to formally ask her. He could do that. He had done it before, though it had never meant anything. This one actually meant something to him. Was her surprised? yes. Hopefully it meant something to her as well.
He stood up slowly, smiling at her. He knelled down on one knee, "Felonee Legendre, will you please do me the honor of being my girlfriend?" He smiled up at her, not getting up. He took her hand in his, placing a light kiss on her palm, then on the top of her hand. Trevor had never been one to do things half assed, and asking out the girl of his dreams as no different.
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Post by ali on Jan 6, 2012 0:46:40 GMT -5
hi hi hi love you like a love song baby and i keep hitting repeat. And it might be wonderful, yeah, it might be magical, uh oh It might be everything I've waited for a miracle Oh, but even if I fall in love again with someone new It could never be the way I loved you --------------------------------- If Felonee was going to try this one on one relationship thing, she sure as hell was going to asked into it, not just verbally agree. She knew her words could have been taken the wrong way, and she knew he had probably taken them that way at first. She could tell he did by the frown that placed itself on his lips, and the confusion that showed in his eyes. Which, she had meant them that way; to get him thinking and keep him on his toes. He kept her that way, she enjoyed toying around with him every now and then. It was more interesting, and kept things from getting boring. Felonee liked to tease trevor from time to time, it was funny to watch him get going, only to realize she was tugging his chain. Plus, she knew it would not hurt at all to lighten the mood slightly, and playing around with him would do that for her. Felonee watched as Trevor rose, though a frown fell upon her face. Was he leaving? Had she said the wrong thing? Nope. Trevor kneeled down on one knee as spoke to her. Felonee giggled helplessly as she felt her cheeks turning flush. People around them were watching, and listening as he took her hand and kissed it. A smile graced her as she laughed out. "On one condition." She said with a smile looking down at him. "We pay for this food, and then we go back to my house." she whispered to him, trying to keep that from getting to the on lookers ears. She smirked at him, winking. She knew he knew what she was getting at, and she surely missed what he could do for her. Course, she was going to say yes to him even if he said he had to get back to school, but she didn't figure he had any intention of going back. So this is what dating felt like. maybe she could get use to this. OUTFIT hi hi |
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