Post by lindsey on Jan 6, 2012 12:33:11 GMT -5
LINDSEY JADE ALLEN
seventeen, junior, heterosexual, independent, competitive, troian bellisario
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So, you want to live a day in the shoes of Lindsey Allen? Well, first you should probably know that I’m one of the most loyal people you will ever meet, at least towards my friends. I’m that go-to friend that you can always depend on, but I barely ask for advice or help myself because I’m so stubborn and independent. I’ve never been a shy person, but I’m not a social butterfly either. I’m outgoing, of course, but there are times when I can be extremely closed off towards people I don’t know very well. I guess that steams from the fact that, after my dad died, everything kind of went down hill for me and I prefer to hold onto my old connections and not make any new ones. Sometimes people think I’m a bit of a snob because of it, and I don’t really care enough to try and convince them differently. In my opinion, my true friends and people worth having in my life will work to get to know me before judging me, and those that don’t aren’t worth my time. It’s a philosophy I was raised with, and will keep living with until the day I die.
I’m a huge believer in fate and destiny, and that everything happens for a reason. I also believe that anything that happens to me just makes me a stronger person in the end, and I try not to let my emotions get the better of me. Obviously that doesn’t work all the time and I break down, but I do my best to walk around with my head held high and keep a strong, tough façade. Some people actually find me a little intimidating because of my headstrong attitude and my will to succeed, but I promise that I’m really not as scary as I seem. I also want it known that I come from a rich family, but you’d probably never know it until you’ve seen my house. That’s because I don’t flaunt it around like some people do, and though I do wear expensive clothing and carry around designer bags, I never shove it into people’s faces or try to use it to get myself out of trouble. I also plan to be successful enough in the future to live off my own money, instead of being provided for.
I may seem like a bit of a complicated person, and I’ll be the first to admit that I can be at times. However, it’s mostly because I have no desire to be popular and prefer to hang around in small, close-knit groups of people. I can be a bit of a control freak and have no problem putting people in their place if I have to. I’m also not much of a partier, but I have no problem getting a little wild sometimes. School, however, is very important to me and I take it very seriously but I still find time to have a social life. I’m also kind of a flirt, even when I don’t mean to be, and it sometimes gives people the wrong idea. I’m also very true to myself, and will never change who I am to please someone else. I fight for what I want and can get competitive sometimes, but not to the point of purposely trying to hurt someone. I’m also into guys, and that’s never going to change. Streaming from that, I may look like an innocent girl but I’ll tell you right now that I’m not. Despite that, however, I’ve never really been in love but I believe I’ll find that person some day. Until then, I’m fine with dating here and there to get a better idea of what I want.
I try to be a perfect daughter, but my little brother and I are often overshadowed by our older sister. Growing up and fighting for your parents’ attention is never something that a child should have to go through, but I did. It was only after my brother came along that I didn’t always feel so alone. There was a time I used to be close to my sister, but she considers herself too mature and accomplished to have much to do with me, which is why my brother and I are so close. Dealing with that my whole life has kind of shaped me into a bit of a rebel and I often do things just to get a reaction from my parents, but I’ve gotten a lot better. I’m also extremely fierce, and hate when people tell me what to do and who to hang out with.
hey should've tried harder admin! my name is chels and i've been doing this stuff for [b[almost eight years.
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please see Serena's app, or one of my posts with Serena or Elena on the board.