Post by declan on Nov 14, 2011 20:20:19 GMT -5
DECLAN IVORY PIERCE
eighteen, senior, pansexual, isolated, blunt, alessandro de marco
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Greetings, Mr and Mrs Pierce.
I recieved a letter recently, you wonder, what is Declan like now? I have no obligation to tell you, as you are not my parents, regardless of our DNA saying so. I'm going to tell you anyway, in this letter, because I figure you at least deserve to know that I hate every part of you, and do not want anything to do with you after your release and seeing as I'm eighteen now I legally don't need you. Plus, I'm an American citizen. You're not. I don't miss you an ounce. I've never been happier now that I know you're gone for good, eating small portioned meals behind rusting bars. But, it's pointless for me to send this without updating you at least a little bit on what's gone on in my life. Not that you deserve to know. But I need to tell someone. More than likely I won't even send this... but here goes nothing.
I haven't changed much, guys. I still don't make friends easily and I still don't talk to anyone really, except for Remmy, especially lately. I had a boyfriend, his name was Toby. He was beautiful in every single way - that is, until infidel split us into two. I don't know where I am without him, honestly. He set me on a path that put me in the mindset that I could do anything. I could be anything. I could be happy, and nothing could be wrong. It's all over now, and I'm back to throwing my body around like it's nothing, which it might as well be. I haven't eaten correctly in a month. I sometimes eat small amounts, only to please Rem, but other than that? Nothing. I'm not depressed, I'm just not at my best. I'm in a rut, honestly. I don't know how to get out. I hope I do, but I don't care for it to be soon. Another series of events, that being of rape, have knocked me down from my dominance that I used to hold in the bedroom. I don't feel like I could over-power anyone anymore, not like I used to. It was all I had. Now through music and art I swim forward, trying to catch a breath and just hope the rest of high school goes smoothly...
sincerely fuck you,
declan pierce
hey should've tried harder admin! my name is allie and i've been doing this stuff for three years. i also play a bunch of other characters. before i go, look at what i can do!
see benny