the reason, zoey

[brady elliot richardson]

Zoey... We need to talk.

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[zoey alana richardson]

what did i do this time? :c

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[brady elliot richardson]

You didn't do anything. It was all on me. The other day... That was all on me. I was being an ass. I'm sorry. Zo, I'm sorry. I wasn't me... If you want it straight, I've been on drugs. I don't have control over my emotions. And you caught me on a day where like... I was deprived of drugs and was irritable.

Zo, I depend on Heroin to keep me happy but I didn't realize I already had a reason to keep me happy, and that was you...

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[zoey alana richardson]

drugs? brady... how did that even happen? :\

heroin? that's bad. that's never a good decision. i'm sorry i didn't see it sooner. i just don't know what being hooked on a drug looks like :c ... me?

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[brady elliot richardson]

Well I was sick of mom and dad controlling every aspect of my life so I got a hold of that Eddie kid. It started out with marijuana just to spite them. I felt like I was free when I was high...

Then it just kind of escalated from there. Now I'm hooked on Heroin, Cocaine, and Marijuana, but mostly Heroin... I'm sorry Zoey.

Yes you. You should have been my reason for being smiley all the time. I mean, you're my little sister and you're always so happy and hyper.

God, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know there's not much I can do to make it up but I'm going to try. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.

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[zoey alana richardson]

ohh. what can i do to help ? i don't want you hooked on that stuff.

so... you don't think my hello kitty stuffed animals are stupid?

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[brady elliot richardson]

I'm not allowed to be alone, ever. That's the rule I've decided. You can be my 'not ever alone' buddy. We can watch Toy Story and Hello Kitty, and whatever else we feel like doing. I promise not to yell at you. Oh... I want you to help me tell mom and dad.... They're probably going to kick me out but Nate said they have to be told too...

I never did, Zo. Why do you think I bought you more when I had a chance? The drugs were talking to you the other day. I swear. I didn't mean any of it. I love your hello kitty stuffed animal. In fact, you're missing one right now 'cause I've got it hugged to my chest. Can you guess which one it is? (;

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[zoey alana richardson]

of course, i'd love to be your never alone buddy! i will, i'll hold your hand when you tell them. you think they'd kick you out? :c i don't want them too though. i can't live without you here.

really? that makes me feel better. it's captain kitty, isn't it?

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[brady elliot richardson]

Awesome! You'll be one of my favorite 'never alone buddies'. Yeah, I guarantee they're going to kick me out. They've told me over and over again about that stuff and the fact that I got so heavy into it... They're just going to kick me out. Don't worry, you can come visit me all the time!

Wow. You really keep track of your stuffed animals don't you?! Yep, Captain Kitty is making friends with Bullseye and Woody :)

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[zoey alana richardson]

but but... where would you go? :c

yes, they're in a certain order, butthead ;p ... awwww, i'm sure they all get along too!

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[brady elliot richardson]

One of the boys will take me in, I'm sure. And if not, I'll live in a box on the street and be the sexiest hobo with the best sister ever. (:

What would happen if I mixed them around? Would you be able to tell which one I stole then? And they do get along. Captain Kitty likes to ride Bullseye. (;

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[zoey alana richardson]

lolol i'd let you sneak in my room and sleep here if i could. ^_^

i think i would. i'm pretty good at keeping track of these bbys. aww i'm glad!

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[brady elliot richardson]

Zo, you're the best but we don't need two hobo Richardson's. haha! Maybe I'll just make a castle of boxes and be the richest hobo ever because I've got a castle instead of a one bedroom apartment. ;p

Someday we'll have to test that theory. Someday. Not today. (:

Zo. I'm scared. I don't think my brain is going to take well to this whole detox thing. It depends on the Heroin.

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[zoey alana richardson]

lol you would

haha we'll see mister

:\ you can do this. you're stronger than you think. whenever you feel like using again, just call me or one of the boys. we're all here for you.

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[brady elliot richardson]

It'd be like building a fort like we used to do, except it's now a permanent fort and I don't ever have to take it down (;

Yes we will. But if you're anything like me, you'll know right off the bat, hahaha.

Not allowed to be alone, remember? I'll always have one of you guys around. I'm just scared that dependent Brady is going to scream at you guys for not letting me have the drugs that my body thinks it needs.... If I do scream, please feel free to slap me, and don't take it personally... I don't want you to hate me again.

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