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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 3:26:37 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee moved about her house now. It was apparent to see that flames were ready to come out her ears. She really could not believe that Trev would so what he had done last night, but not everyone was going to lie, especially not Anna. Anna knew better than to lie to her, she liked Fel's money all too well to try and betray her, so she had done what she had needed to do. She left his ass. She wasn't going to try and trust someone that was not going to trust her any, or at least try to be faithful. One thing she could not stand was cheaters, players, and liars. He was seeming to be all three. Which, was really pissing her off, just as she had begun to think he was different he had to go and prove that he was just like the rest of the fools she had tried to trust. She really should have known better, but of course she had not.
So what was a girl to do in a situation like this? Well, call over the guy she had ditched for him. She knew this was probably going to start more shit than any one person could handle, but right then she didn't give a shit. She needed a release, and angry sex could do that for her. She knew she would probably regret it tomorrow when she had to face Trevor in school and watch him flirt with every girl in sight, but right then, she didn't regret a damn thing. Trevor deserved what she was going to do to him, and she prayed it would make his life a living hell maybe if only for a few minutes, it would be worth it. She knew that maybe it was wrong of her to do this as a revenge, but who really gave a shit. He obviously didn't. Or he wouldn't have been calling her a bitch twenty different way.
Felonee pushed the button by her door to open the lower gate to allow Jace to drive up in to her home. She hoped he was smart enough to close it, but she doubted it. She turned back calling to her dogs as she plunked down n her couch in her pajamas and flip flops. Course, her hair was done nicely, and her make up was done, and she looked good, even when she didn't try to. She knew Jace would appreciate being with her once again, he had gotten awful whiny when she had told him they just couldn't mes around anymore. It was kind of a relief she wouldn't have to deal with his pissy texts anymore about he needed her. She was kinda weired out about all of that, but she was letting it go for the time being, she needed something from him, and he needed some from her. It was really simple. And she hoped it hurt Trevor as much as he was hurting her. She could only pray.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 3:44:20 GMT -5
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As trevor sat in his chair, he clenched his jaw. He was trying to hard not to be angry but it was so hard when Fel was sitting there accusing him of things he hadn't done. He actually had feelings for her, he cared about her. He stood up and paced from on end of the room to the other. He started thinking about the first time him and Fel had been together. It wasn't even that long ago and she was already being crazy. He charged towards the way, punching his hand through it. what the fuck was going on with her.
He looked at the damages he had already done to his room. there were multiple holes in the wall along with his flat screen. Shit. His parents were going to be pissed, but at least it wasn't a person. It could be a person though. He smirked to himself. He quickly washed the wall residue off his arm, changed into a clean shirt, and headed down the stairs. He quickly grabbed his keys from the counter and got in his car. Where was he going? To confront Fel. Was it the smartest decision? Probably not. he went through the motions as he made the familiar drive to her house. Once he got there, he opened the gate and parked his car near her house.
He sat there for a few minutes, trying to compose himself. It wasn't working. he was still pissed. The breathing exercises his shrink told him to use weren't working. Finally he decided to confront her. He climbed out of his car, leaving the keys in the ignition, and stormed to her door. He knocked loudly and yelled, "Fel, open this damn door!"
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 4:03:59 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee was fuming, this was easy to be said. She didn't like being used. She liked using other poeple, but not being used in herself. She had started to trust him, she had started to have feelings for him, and for once she had not run from it. She had allowed him to be there with her, and she had told him things in confidence that she normally would not have told most people, not even Anna. She knew now that she probably shouldn't have trusted him like she had. And this was why she was the way she was. She was going to go straight back to the old Felonee, the one who loves sex, and juggles two men at once. It was best this way. At least her feelings were protected. Which was all that mattered to her now, he had once mattered, now he didn't.
She wouldn't be so naive as she say that she wouldn't think about texting him, or get jealous over his new flings, but she wasn't going back. She couldn't let herself get hurt over nothing more than a boy. She needed to make sure her heart stayed in one piece this time, even though it felt like it was slightly cracked. She knew that it was fixable though, and it would be fixed in no time. Once Jace got there. She would allow him to go on about how amazing she was, and how stupid Trevor had been, and how much he cared for her, and it would fix her problems. She knew this for sure, so she really couldn't wait for him to arrive, and fix her. She knew that if Trevor found out she had really done it she would probably be in deep shit at school tomorrow, but she would just make sure Jace didn't say anything. Simple, right?
Felonee sighed as she lounged back, Lilly and Max laying with her on her large plush couch. She heard a knock at the door and she had thought that it would be Jace, but an all too familiar, and angry voice called out to her. Instantly, Fel stiffened, sending her dogs to their kennel she strode towards the door, staring at it for a second. She didn't really know what he wanted, but she damn well knew it was going to be nothing but hell when Jace showed up. All she knew she needed to get him the hell out of here, and out of here fast. Felonee opened the door, and stepped out, closing it behind her. "What do you want? To call me a bitch some more?" she snapped at him, her vocals drippig with sarcasm and she had spat the words like they were venom. She obviously wasn't happy to see him, and she could tell he was rip shit. Excellent.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 4:15:33 GMT -5
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when fel opened the door, all her could think about was that he wanted to kiss her, and thats what he did. He shoved her against the wall and pressed his lips against her. He pulled away after a few seconds, "you're a fucking idiot, Fel." He ran a hand through his hair, "I care about you, you fucking idiot." He turned away from her, still fuming. How could one girl be so stupid? the one girl he thought wouldn't be stupid. He breathed in deeply and turned back to face her. It was hard to be mad at her, but it was beyond the point of return.
"God... fucking idiot." He clenched his jaw, getting more and more angry. It was taking everything he had not to pick her up and throw her like a rag doll. He reeled his arm back and threw it into the side of her house. "FUCKING IDIOT." His hand was now bleeding and he was getting more and more angry. He walked towards his car and once he reached his car, he punched the hood, hurting his hand more. he didn't know what to do anymore. all he wanted to do was hit something.
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 4:24:57 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee stared at him. She was confused as to why he was even there. Obviously he hadn't understood that she was serious about what she had said to him. She was done. She didn't truly want to be done with him, but she knew she had to be. She was just about to unleash on his was he grabbed her, shaving her hard against her door, kissing her for a few moments before pulling back and calling her an idiot. She didn't say anything back, not yet. She could see he was angry, his jaw was clenched, and his fists were as well. She ran a hand through her hair. She wasn't afraid of him, but she figured if she said nothing to him then maybe he would leave before jace showed up. She knew that Trev would wreck Jace's world, and she really didn't feel like witnessing this.
Felonee just watched him as he called her an idiot and stupid a couple more times. She was beginning to feel badly. It was obvious she had hurt his feelings, but like she had decided, she needed to worry about herself and not him. Felonee jumped as he punched the wall right beside her, only about six inches from her. She knew that he wouldn't have missed her if he had been aiming for her, and she glanced at his fist which was now bleeding quite badly. She wanted to help him, and clean it up, but he was now moving towards his car. Good. This was good. She flinched as he punched his car. His parents really were not going to be impressed with that. Just as things were not too bad she watched as headlights came up the drive. "Fuck." she cussed loudly as she turned and kicked her door. Jace stepped out of his truck. Calling to Fel, asking her if she was alright. She knew this was going to be no good. Fucking shit.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 4:33:31 GMT -5
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Trevor was just starting to calm down when he saw the headlight. He turned to look at Fel, who was kicking the door. "What the fuck, Fel?! Seriously, what the fuck?" He was assuming this was Jace. The not small guy. Trevor watched calmly as Jace got out of his car and asked of Fel was alright. Then he started to walk towards Fel and Trevor lost it.
He grabbed the boy by the collar and slammed him against his car so hard, the window shattered. Trevor punched the kid in the face a few times before throwing him on the ground, "Get the fuck out of here and never get near my woman again, or I swear you won't live the next time I see you." After Jace was safely in his car, but hadn't drove off, trevor walked towards Fel. He was so close to her that he was almost touching her. Usually, this would mean kiss. but right now it meant yell. "WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?!"
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 4:42:38 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee watched helplessly. She had heard him yell to her again and she had turned. She needed to make sure she didn't have to call 911 for Jace. "Calm down! Trevor, STOP IT!" she had screamed at him as he had punched Jace, throwing him around like he weighed nothing. A tear streamed down her cheek but she quickly wiped it away. She didn't want Trevor to see that she was upset, or that he was hurting her. She needed to be strong, and pretend like none of this phased her. She watched as jace clambered into his car to safety, and before he was even on his way out of her drive way Trevor was moving towards her. Oh, she could tell this was nothing she wanted to deal with, but unfortunately, she needed to deal with it. He needed t know this was not okay.
Trevor was so close to her that she could feel the heat coming off his body, and he yelled at her. Fel really couldn't take it anymore. She felt cornered, and when she was cornered she fought back. Felonee shoved Trevor hard. "I am not your woman. And get the fuck out of my face, Trevor. I am not afraid of you. And you're not going to intimidate you. You're the idiot for cheating on me. Pay back is a bitch." she shoved him hard again getting herself away from the wall where he had her. She didn't want to be anywhere in a place where she wouldn't be able to get away from him if he turned violent on her. Which she didn't think he would, but there was always that chance. She never looked away from him, and her eyes showed just how angry she was. "What the fuck were you thinking! You can't just chase away every guy I see!" she snapped. Boy, she was getting angry.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 4:52:43 GMT -5
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the second trevor heard her say he cheated on her, he reeled his arm back to hit her. He stopped himself right before he did and hit the wall next to her. He couldn't hit her. He couldn't. He cared about her and she would never forgive him. "you don't fucking get it, do you fel?" He stopped talking running a hand through his hair. He brought his hand down to his face, it was bruised and swollen and bleeding. wonderful, he would have fun explaining this to people, especially his parents.
"I didn't cheat on you, Fel. I want you and only you." He was calmed down a little bit now, though if anything happened against what he had planned in his mind, he would lash out worse than he already had. "I'll be here every time a guy comes over to do the same thing to them. You're my woman, and they can't have you." He grabbed her head, pulling her lips to meet him. He pulled away after a few seconds, "Fel.. I want you. No one compares to you."
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 5:02:19 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee cringed slightly as he struck the wall beside her again. She wondered just how much punishment that one hand could take from him. She knew he had intended to hit her, but he had stopped himself, and he was lucky he hadn't. Felonee may have looked dainty, but the girl could defend herself, that was one way to put things. She wouldn't go any farther with that. She knew that he was stronger, and probably faster, but she could have tried and probably gave him a short run for his money. Felonee stared hard at him as he spoke. He just didn't get it. He didn't get it, she got it just fine, but he didn't get it, and it was seeming like he'd never get it. She just wanted him to leave. He had already hurt, and scared her enough for one night, she didn't need anymore.
Felonee listened as he began speaking again. Some how she ended up back against the door with him close to her. Instantly she stiffened when he spoke of what he would do to the other guys she would have over, and that she was his. Like she was some piece of property. She wasn't property, she was a living breathing person, and she had feelings too. His hands were on her face, pulling her lips to his and he kissed her again before releasing her again and speaking once more. Felonee was angry, very angry. And her hand went up, her palm connecting hard with his cheek. "You don't get it Trevor. I am not yours! We were never together! And I will fuck who I want! Understand? And Stop Kissing Me." she snapped jabbing a manicured finger into his chest. She probably shouldn't have hit him. Shit, she probably should have rethought that action. Damn it.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 5:15:09 GMT -5
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Trevor was relieved when he kissed her, almost all the anger gone. Then she felt her hand connect with his cheek. He grabbed her arm, twisting it behind her, so her back was against his. "Please, Fel, don't make me hurt you." trevor shoved her lightly, mostly to get her away from him. He couldn't do this. He couldn't. Not again. he clenched his jaw and fists as hard as he could and threw a few punches at the wall. He was getting too angry and he knew it.
"Fel, you need to go." He rested his head against the wall. As he looked down at the wall, he noticed blood on it. Well fuck. He moved away from the wall, not wanting to punch it again, but did anyways. when his anger got like this, he couldn't control it. "I'm serious, fel. Get away!" All he wanted was to be happy for once, and all that led to was him getting angry and wanting to hit another girl. he couldn't do it.
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 5:28:30 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee cried out slightly as he twisted her arms, and she could hear her dogs now barking from inside the door. She felt weak to him, and he was much stronger than she had figured. It felt as though her arm would break just as he let her go, begging her not to make him hurt her. She couldn't help but sob quietly as she grasped at her shoulder that felt like something had torn in it. She felt him shove her away from him, and he punched the wall. More than once. She sighed, grasping at her shoulder as she moved towards her door. He had shocked her. She thought that he would slap her, not try and rip her arm off. She could tell where he had gripped her arm would surely bruise, and probably bruise badly, which she was not impressed about. What a moron.
Felonee watched as he moved back away from the wall, telling her she needed to go, and get away from him. Well that struck a nerve, and even though her shoulder was killing her she moved towards him. "This is my fucking house. And the second you leave I will have whoever I want here, Trevor. You realize you just sealed that I will never see you again!" she spat her words at him, and she knew that would probably strike him back up. She knew that she should shut her mouth, but that never stopped her before. Right then, she hated his guts. "You probably should think before cheating on the supposed girl that no one compares to. huh?" she snapped again. She knew bringing up the cheating was a bad idea but she did.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 5:40:49 GMT -5
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Hearing fel say he just sealed the deal, he kicked himself mentally for not mentioning this to her before. But how to you bring that up? Oh yeah, the reason I moved here was because I beat up a girl because she slapped me? my parents had to cover it up and that's why I don't have a record? yeah, thats a real start to getting someone to trust you. Just tell them how you beat up the last girl you were with. Then she had to bring up cheating again. really fel?
Shane picked her up and shoved her against a wall. "I would stop talking if I were you. If you haven't noticed, I have some issues and you really aren't helping me not to want to punch your face in." He paused, hesitating a little bit. "I've hurt girls before. Only one. The one you keep seeing at my house. I don't care about her. I hit her because she slapped me when I broke things off with her." He let go of her, almost throwing her away, "I'll leave if you want, but you'll never see me again."
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 5:56:35 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
Felonee should have just kept her mouth shut about everything, but instead she had to be a bitch. Things had to go her way, and she always needed them to be just the way she wanted them. This was where she got into trouble, and probably always would get herself in trouble this way. The day she learned to shut the hell up, would be the day things got much easier for her. She knew she was only making things worse with her mouth constantly running, trying to prove she wasn't scared of him, but after all she endured from him that night, she was afraid of him, she just would never admit it. Felonee was afraid of no one, or so everyone thought, and she hadn't been, until now. Now she saw that she was not as touch as she thought she was and easily she could be hurt quite badly by this man that stood beside her.
Felonee felt him grabbing her again picking her up and shoving her back against the wall. The tears streamed down her cheeks, and she looked away from him. He disgusted her right then, and she wanted nothing more than to kick him in the crotch but she didn't Instead she allowed his grasp on her, and his threatening her. She never once looked at him though. Not even out of the corner of her eye. She simply listened to him, but that was all. She hated the fact he got to see her cry, which was something she rarely did, and he got to witness it. He spoke of hurting a girl before, the one she was accusing him of sleeping with, and instantly she felt she and Anna had been wrong about this. Though, she wouldn't admit this to him. As he dropped her she fell slightly, but got back up, still not saying anything, just looking over towards his car. "Why don't you come in and I will clean your hand up." she was still looking down at her flip flops. Not looking at him, but she figured he wouldn't say no to her offer. She knew he had a hard time saying no to her in general.
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Post by melanie2 on Dec 23, 2011 6:11:41 GMT -5
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once he heard her talk and invite her in, trevor dropped to the ground, resting his head in his good hand. "I'm so sorry, Fel. I should have told you sooner." He paused, trying not to show he was still angry. "Go on in. I'll come in soon. I need to calm down." He started to breathe like his shrink had taught him to. He just kept getting angry. Thankfully, this time it was mostly at himself. He was so angry what he did to Fel and that guy tonight. Why couldn't she just shut up sometimes? Everything would have been fins if she listened to him.
He forced himself to stop thinking about it, it wasn't helping anything. It was just pissing him off more. He hadn't been this angry in awhile and he wasn't sure what to do. His whole body was shaking and he felt like he needed to scream. at least he didn't black out this time. there were times when he got angry, that he would black out. his shrink told him that his mind was trying to protect itself. trevor just thought he was a little crazy.
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Post by ali on Dec 23, 2011 6:24:38 GMT -5
And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are
She watched as he fell to the ground, and she thought he was hurt at first, but then he was apologizing. He thought she couldn't see he was still angry, but she could see it. You didn't just stop being angry in a split second. Especially when you were as angry as he had been minutes ago. Felonee said okay before moving towards the door, and letting herself in. She ordered her dogs back to their kennels. She didn't need them biting him or anything. So she followed them, and locked them in before moving to her bathroom, grabbing some alcohol, peroxide, and some bandage wraps before turning, shutting off the light, and walking back to the living room. She sat down on the couch, pulling her cell out of her pocket after setting everything down on the table before her.
She opened the five texts, all from Jace, telling her how much he hated her. She sighed throwing the phone across the room before folding one leg under the other and letting her head fall back against the back of the house. She sighed, wishing he would hurry up, his hand was only going to get worse without care. She then realized she forgot ice, and quickly moved to get some before coming back to her comfy seat on the couch. She wasn't sure if she'd ever be able to look at trevor the same again, but she'd try. She hoped he didn't think this was them getting back together because it wasn't. This was her trying to help him, and calm him down a bit. She glanced at her arms, both had bruises on them from his hands which had grabbed her. She knew those would be hard to cover up, but oh well. What could she do now, right?
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