ESPERANZA, Inez Dora

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INEZ DORA ESPERANZA
seventeen, junior, straight, talkative,loyal, America Ferrera

Hi I'm Inez. Mostly I'm writing this for the doctor's sake. He's convinced that If I write out about myself and condition on paper I'll be able to deal with it. I'll get into details on my condition later. Um about me. I live with my parents Rosa and Leo. My father's parents were immigrants from Puerto Rico while my mother is half-mexican. So I guess you can say I'm of mixed blood. I do speak Spanish but I actually don't like beans and I only eat Mexican when I have to. I have an older sister named Angelica who lives with her wife. And yes I do mean wife. Obviously I'm not really against homosexuality but I like guys. That's a fact. I like to think I'm an outgoing person my mama is always saying that I talk too much. That is sort of true I have a hard time staying quiet. I'm also a very loyal person and I will stand by anybody I have a close relationship with. I like to draw and paint. Though I'm no artist though it's sort of my get away place when the things in my head start happening.

So my condition. I suffer from a form of schizophrenia which in my case involves auditory hallucinations or voices in my head. It's not something I like to talk about surprisingly. So far there are three. They all have different personalities. One is real high pitch and sweet sounding, that's Catherine. She's the churchy goody-goody type. In other words she scolds me every time I cuss or even goes as far as to scold others even though they can't hear her. Then there's Jesse, she's the wild sleep around with everyone type. And she voices her opinion on other boys and sometimes girls often. And finally we have David. He's this serious, leader and probably one of my favorites. He keeps the other two from duking it out and is always giving me helpful advice. I've had this ever since I was eleven. Since there aren't really any medications a high-school student can take without some massive performance reducing side effects I have to deal with it. Besides the whole voices thing I also get some minor bouts of depression and when the voices are speaking I find it difficult to pay attention to my surroundings.Yeah so that's my big secret. Only my immediate family knows about it and even then sometimes they forget.

More about me. I'm seventeen obviously and a junior. My favorite things include music of all kinds, drawing, shopping, and playing card games. My favorite color is purple. My favorite movies uh "From Prada to Nada" really stupid movie I know but I love it anyway and "The Proposal" I love Sandra Bullock. I guess to name my dislikes they'd be beans, reading, mean people, and the headaches I get sometimes due to the voices. That's about it I think. That should satisfy Dr. Andrews. So how do you end these? Let's go with:

La saluda atentamente,

Inez Dora Esperanza

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hey should've tried harder admin! my name is Suz and i've been doing this stuff for 5 years i also play no other characters. before i go, look at what i can do!

The rest of the Slytherin house were going to pick on her for the rest of her life if they found out about this. The great strategic Bella Black, needing a midnight snack. It was not uncommon in the other houses but Slytherins seemed to have a fixation on consistency. Not many Slytherins needed food at night. Too busy dreaming about their ambitions. But it was hard to imagine a life with power and a world of darkness if one's stomach was louder than a dragon's roar. Thus after an attempt at sleep Bella had dismissed the idea entirely and instead quietly headed out of the Slytherin common room making sure to grab her wand (case any first-years got ideas). All she needed was a small snack to suffice and the dumb house elves were so obedient they'd get her an entire feast if she asked them to.

She noticed she was still in her night clothes and debated going back but dismissed the idea entirely. The rest probably woke up by now. Running her fingers through her thick hair she walked into the area with a look of dominance. It took almost an entire minute to detail her order to the house elf. She'd admit she was a bit picky but every wizard needed a good diet. Her eyes scanned the kitchen past the hufflepuff on the counter. Wait what? Sure enough there was a hufflepuff, eating pudding. She'd been at this school long enough to know a hufflepuff when she saw one. It was the way they carried themselves, so...petty. Her eyes narrowed slightly. He looked younger than her. Probably a sixth year.

Then there was something else about him. Something almost muggle-like, perhaps he was a mudblood. She distinctly remembered being present when the other Slytherins were teasing him yet she couldn't remember when or where. She raised an eyebrow and looked him up and down. Yep. Definitely a Hufflepuff. And how happy he looked. Not a care in the world. In fact he almost seemed to be concentrating on his pudding. He hadn't even seen her when she walked in. "Evening." She said coldly. Normally she would start off with an insult, but weariness was beginning to settle in. Soon an elf tugged at her and she bent down to pick up her food. It was sugar-free of course. Not because she had demanded it but because sugar...did things to her. It hadn't before but now it made her increasingly sensitive and all the more prone to get angry. She stumbled slightly as she tripped over another house elf. The house elf made frantic apologies and she only scowled. Ignorant creatures they were.